ei random yet awesome day

Slept over the Inocencio's house, woke up early, drove Kim to the post office to pick up her awesome Polaroid Camera, dropped her off at school, Sean came to my house, went to my kick boxing class then got ready for the rest of the day... During the day I ate at Yoshinoya with my friends Earvin &Sean. *thanks for my chocolate cake Sean! Earvin was going to take his permit (driving) test. Unfortunately, there were gazilion of people at the DMV so they decided to just come back some other day. So we left. Earvin went home, Sean met up with his friend/s &I met up with my friends. I hung out with my favorite, Inocencio sisters today. Pia, Maxine, &Kim. And my love Ane was there too &so was my friend Sean. We just ate at Chick fil A where Kim works. We went to get movies after (Quarantine &Role Models). Then hung out at the Inocencio's house &watched Quarantine. We ended up drinking beer, some vodka mixed with mountain dew. Sean kinda got buzzed (did I spell that right? - im dumb, sorry. lol). And I, myself was speaking my mind out a little too much. Lol. But no one really drink too much since it was a weekday. We were supposed to go ice skating, but oh well. As long as we were all together. It's always so much fun hanging out with those people. I swear, they are my favorite people to kick it with. It's like, no matter what we do, the day always ends amazzzaaaazzziiinngg. lol. Thanks for everything everyone! Pia &Kay/Maxine, thanks for my yogurt =)

ei my bestfriend &I LOVE YOU, MAN

Ive been looking forward to this day! My BESTFRiEND MAXiNE is here!!! She has her Spring Break so she's going to be down here for a week. Short, but better than nothing. Yay!!! So we hung out later on the day. We went to see I Love you Man. This movie was hilarious. Totally thumbs up! It was the second time I watched it. Well the first time I had to leave to rescue a friend. So today I watched it again with Maxine, Kim, Ivan, Sean, Mariel &Earvin. We watched it, brought Mariel home (since it's a sch0ol day the next day, she had to be home). Then we went to my house to eat &watch a little bit of T.V. Sean &Earvin had to leave as well since Sean had to take Earvin home. Me, Maxine, Kim &Ivan hung out few more minutes at our house. Then we took Ivan home &I slept over Maxine's. Gah I miss her. I definitely recommend you watch this movie =)

*Call me when you a get a mo...
*You're a whore Peter!

ei Morongo =)

Last night, I hung out with my friends David, Sarah, etc... for a couple of hours since they were kicking it at a house near me. I just tagged along since I really didn't have anything to do. Then my friend Sean called me &it was the time when I decided to go home. ButI really didn't wanna be home yet since it was a Saturday night. So we thought of going to Morongo in Cabazon (i think i spelled that right). First time ever! it was great. it was interesting. there's always a first time &today i experienced going to Morongo. haha. my friend, SEAN turned 18 &he decided he wanted to do things he can do now legally. For instance, buying a cigarette (even though he doesnt smoke - which is good), buying/renting porn, going to a 18+ casino, etc... So tonight we went to Casino for few hours. He played on the slots &actually won. Yay! It was a short night for me. But it was good.

ei What A Day

Today my friendliness was challenged. I was so angry at my friends for the whole day. Since we planned something &they ended up doing something else. The thing is, they have planned it before too. But what was decided was that they weren't going to stay there for a while. That they were going to meet us later on the night. I spent money &time and they all just went to waste. It really got me mad because I have done nothing but good to them. Well, I just hated how I felt so UNappreciated. But at the end of the night, I got a phone call from one of them that needed a ride because I supposed their 'driver' was drunk. I wouldn't have cared. I would have said, "wait till he's sober then go or find another ride." But I was really worried that they wouldn't get home safe. So I left in the middle of my movie to get him. After driving him home, I came back &picked up 2 more &drove them home as well. Then I went home, later the 'driver' called me &he said he was really dizzy &that he left the party. Since my house was close to where they were drinking, I offered him to come to my house so he can sober up &feel better before driving home. Gah! So then I just went on life. Whatever. THANK GOODNESS KiM was with me throughout the day. She really made me feel so much better. She made my day great &she really calmed me down. Thanks Kim. You know i love you =)

ei email from the ex ...

So I guess the time came. My friends (especially guy friends) have always told me that it will hit my ex. That the time will come that he will realized that what he did to me wasn't something I deserved. So last night I received an email. At the begining of the message he was just telling me that he was doing okay &asking how I have been. He even told me he's still with the girl he chose over me. But after few sentences, he told me he wants me back. That he hasn't stopped thinking about me ever since I left him. That everything he does reminds him of me. That I am in his head from morning till night. He said when he told me that I was the BEST thing that has ever happened to him, he meant it &that he still thinks I am the best thing that ever happened to him. He said I was the most amazing girlfriend a man could ever ask for. He even quoted a part of the song we used to sing to each other. "Grow Old With You". Psh, he's so full of it. And don't worry, I didn't buy it. I didn't even think of giving him another chance for a second. No, no, no way. But yeah, that's it.

ei THANK YYOOUUU

I would like to take this opportunity
to THANK very special people in my life
My PARENTS, who have always been there for me
my SiSTER CAT &her husband MiKE,
my SiSTERS ANDREA &ANGELiCA,
my COUSiNS that are way too many too mention
but especially thanks to...
*not in order
King,
Pam,
Ria,
Kiel,
Eula,
Melissa,
Madeleen,
Karlo,
Pao
my BEST, BEST FRiEND
MAXiNE KAY iNOCENCiO,
my "sisters" (pretty much my bestfriends too),
PiA ANGELi &KiM CLAUDiA iNOCENCiO
my other BESTFRiEND
BRiAN BLACHER
my CLOSEST, most awesome FRiENDS
that mean so much to me:
*not in order
Joey Cindass,
Ivan Lee,
Lambert Azcona,
Mariel Enriquez,
Dantae Villareal,
David Coyle,
Chad Cendejas
and these great friends too:
*not in order
Jimmy Moufarej,
Ola,
Robert Herrera,
Nikki,
Ane Chua,
Mario,
Julius Lopez,
Brandon,
Martin-i,
Felicia,
Patrick Dy-An,
Brian Lisiono
my Philippines friends that never lost touch with me,
always going extra mile to talk to me:
*not in order
Bhez-Christian Leveriza,
Bhebest-Ernesto Daria,
Edward Dizon,
Kuya-Andre Raymundo,
Joshua Villareal,
Mark Lazarro,
Jethro,
Deniel Penafuerte,
Anaks - Norman, Gloribel, Mhelai,
Marinela Pedron,
Paul Reyes,
Andrea Luarca,
Piolo Autajay,
Andrew Dizon,
Jeccai,
Don Paraguya,
Sharon,
Nash,
Kelly Valencia,
Daddy Krystof,
Kuya Jhong,
My angel Loy,
My sis May Bernardino,
Adel Cruz,
Marvin Arroyo,
Mommy Rose Anne,
Ate Elena Reyes,
Kuya Owell,
Chriz Anne,
...
&so many more...
i am very THANKFUL to have you all in my life
THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU

ei a very UNLUCKY day

it was a long dayy
i went to Hollywood
where i used to work at
going back,
instead of having a 45 minute drive
i was stuck in traffic for 3 hours
because there were several accidents on the freeway
then i got back home
since my i ended my old phone contract
i had to get a new one
so i did. i bought a new $200 phone
went back home &met up with friends
we watched Katt Williams,
sang karaoke, had drinks
it was great... things were awesome
and then i had to drive a friend home
so i did. heading back,
one friend said he wanted to drive my car
so i let him, i pulled over
&we switched drivers
i didn't even get out of the car
i just moved over &my friend got out
then we got back to my house
as soon as i got in the house,
i wondered where the FUCK my phone was
had my friends call it
&it went straight to the voicemail
right then i knew, im fckn screwed
we looked everywhere for the longest time
&even till now im still looking
but i already know it's gone
*sigh. what did i do ...?
what did i do to deserve such BAD LUCK?

ei BAD thoughts

i really shouldn't be thinking about you
i don't get it.. i try to keep myself busy
and most of the time, i am
but then the night time comes
and there's the hardest part of my day
its the time of the day i do NOT look forward to
it's because its when i get to be ALONE i become SAD.
i think. and think... and right now,
YOU are the only person in my head
people have told me this is wrong
you HURT me. you hurt me bad
you played with my heart
lied to me, fooled me, used me
we lived together, slept on the same bed
watched with the same TV,
ate at the same table,
showered in the same bathroom
we had everything going well
&one random night,
you told me WE SHOULDN'T BE TOGETHER
i laughed &assumed you were kidding
&i really wished you were
but then you told me you still think about her
that you still dream about her
that you weren't at all over her
&that YOU LOVE US BOTH
i couldn't believe what i was hearing
but i couldn't take anymore
so i didn't bother to listen
i got up &packed my things
everything we had ended
and i know this is WRONG
i should stop. stop thinking about you
but i can't. you're in my head
by the time i wake up,
&until that second i close my eyes to sleep
i lay down on my bed. stare at the ceiling
realize how LONELY MY LiFE iS
that even having my AMAZiNG FRiENDS
it's still you that i want. its always you
i wanna see you. i wanna hug you
i wanna talk to you. i wanna be where you are
the only thing is, YOU'VE GOT HER
&so you've erased me in your mind
&it hurts, yet here i am...
still waiting for you
thinking about you...
dreaming about you...
but i guess it's time to move on
it's definitely not easy at all
&i know it'll take time
but i'm ready...
&i know i got friends to help me =)

ei MY BESTFRiiEND

i miss you
i miss you so much
i know this is gonna sound bad
but the truth is,
i miss you more at this time
its the time where i NEED you
you have spoiled me
by always being there for me
&by making me feel never alone
you were just the BEST friend
anyone could ever ask for
i appreciate you
MAXiNE KAY iNOCENCiO
if i don't make u feel that enough,
i want to let you know that i really do
you mean so much to me
&i don't know what im gonna be without you
i mean it!!! you mean a LOT to me
thank you for everything
i'm sorry for all my shortcomings
i know i'm not the best friend you've ever had
but to me you are
THANK YOU, I'M SORRY
i MiSS YOU
&i LOVE YOU VERY MUCH

ei Last day of February

Today was a great day
I hung out with few friends
my closest friends
Kim, Lambert, Pia, Jay, David, Victor
even saw Ivan &Mariel for a little bit
&met my lil brothers GF, Sarah
theater movie, house movie, karaoke, etc...
simple things we did
yet had an amazing time
thanks everyone. thanks

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